johnwlennon

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:23:51 GMT

Today, Jane and I tied the knot in public, making my girl's dreams of a big white wedding come true. I have to admit I had fun, despite the regularity of it all, and loved every minute of it.

It started in a local church, where Jules, (my best man), his Rex, and I greeted the guests. Cynthia surprisingly showed up with her "new friend" Michael, who did nothing but bark at Julian for having his dinosaur, which I had told him previously he could have at the ceremony. I ended up asking the man to leave.

Aunt Mimi was also there, and made no attempt to hide her gall at my scruffy cheeks. I'm growing a beard for Jane, and she said I didn't have to shave off my progress for the ceremony. Mimi tried her hardest not to cry at the ceremony, but I saw a few tears. I think she's happy her little John is finally happy.

I will forever remember the moment Jane stepped out onto that aisle to walk up to me, on her uncle's arm. She took my breath away, and my world stopped.

All my friends were there as groomsmen, looking sharp in their bow-tie suits. It seemed like it would have been awkward, marrying my best mate's ex-girlfriend... but he was too busy eyeing Jane's friend Serena... good thing she caught the bouquet and Paul (sort of) caught the garter.

Julian's T-Rex, aptly named Rex (which roared through the wedding) caught the garter. I think Jules was a little appalled at the frilly lacy thing suddenly on the head of his Jurassic friend (or Jurmazzic as he calls it). Paul took the oppurtunity to snatch it up and chat up Jane's friend Serena...

We exchanged our own vows:

Jane's:
I, Jane Asher, take you, John Lennon, to be my best friend, my lover, the father of our child and my husband. I will be with you in times of joy, sorrow... through any time of trouble we both may encounter. I will cry with you, laugh with you and cherish the love that has grown between us. I will love you unconditionally and let that love grow through the best and worst times of our lives. I give you my hand, my life, my heart and my soul, from this day forward for as long as we both shall live.

Mine:
Baby.... er, Jane Asher.... *I clear my throat again* I was in a very disappointing stage of my life. Alone. Frustrated. Doing all these things that did nothing to ease the pain, it only alieviated it for short moments. I remember the first time I laid eyes on you. You smiled, and I felt something I had never felt before. I was dumbstruck. Afraid, wondering what it was, how I could keep it with me forever. I didn't want to be without those happy bubbles. I pursued you, and I remember the first time you asked me to stay over. The first time you kissed me. The first time we made love. And each time after has only been better and better. It's ridiculous how in love I am with you and how it happens over and over and over. That feeling I felt at the first time I saw you smile... happens over and over everyday. And I want it to keep happening over and over each day.... I want to protect you. I want to wake up next to you everyday. I want to eat with you everyday, talk with you everyday, watch TV with you, go out to the movies with you, raise my son and our daughter with you..... and on and on, brush my teeth next to you, everything. You are the one who completes me. Finding you was what I was put on Earth to do. And I hope that you will stay with me always, by my side, leading me through the darkness. I love you. And I give you everything, as you have given me.... everything.

Our reception was in our backyard. It was beautiful, a huge outdoor tent, a beautiful cake (which I got smeared all over my face!) Jane licked and kissed it off, though, so that was fun.

The bouquet throwing, the garter retrieving (I may have been a little naughty on that front) and the dancing! It was so fun... a day to remember forever.

Now we have a weeklong honeymoon to look forward to on the warm beach and then we are moving into our new home! It's a few blocks from our current home, and super nice, perfect for us!

Our new home!

It's perfect! With Jane progressing through her pregnancy, its good that the master bedroom is on the ground floor and right next to a study that we are converting into a nursery. We also have a hot tub now!!! And there's a pool in the backyard that we're adding a tire swing, playground, and swings to for Jules and eventually Maddy (our future daughter). The upstairs bedroom is perfect for Julian and eventually Maddy. Jane is transferring Julian's current dinosaur bedroom to his new room in the new house, and he's so excited about that!

Alright, it's been a long day... I'm going to enjoy the dancing and the fun with my beautiful wife.

Peace!

John

For Janeyboo

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 10:02:22 GMT

I made these for her today!! XD Needed a place to show them!

The Ballad of John and Jane Hits a High Note

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 02:10:48 GMT

I asked her to marry me.

And she said, "Of course I will, John."

I gave her a ring that was a size too big... but it's nice and she loved it anyway (she's amazing like that).

It was underneath a tree in the dog park. Me, Jane, and our puppy Winston.
Here's Winston on the day we got him (on Jane's bday): I didn't get to share him with you before, journal, because I was too busy with life... but here he is, late but still the sweetest thing ever! He protects Jane while I'm away, and keeps me smiling while she's away... she named him Winston after me middle name and since my middle name comes from Winson Churchill, I guess the little bugger is sorta named after Churchill!

I took her and Winston for a picnik in the dog park down the road from our house. We were talking, and she brought up marriage again. I didn't think I was ready. (Not that I wasn't READY, I know she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, but that I wanted it to be so picture-perfect for her, because she deserves the most romantic and amazing proposal ever... and I'm not ever spot-on with the romance stuff...) But as she walked away, I knew I would never be able to breathe again without her by my side. So I got her back, and I asked her. I had been wanting it to be so perfect. And it was. Not storybook perfect, like the Prince Charming roll-out she deserves... but it was so perfectly us. I just asked her. And pulled the ring out of my pocket, slipped it on her finger... it was beautiful. She's beautiful and I love her.

We're getting married on December 24th which will mark five months since we said, "I love you" to each other for the very first time. Jane knows all the wedding details. I'm not a planner at all, especially not of something like a wedding... so you'll have to ask her all the details. All I know is it's on a beach, so it will be warm... and we're honeymooning directly after on the same beach. I can't wait for the honeymoon... *winks* That will be fun. She said something about public sex in Mexico?? *giggles* Oh, maybe that's supposed to be a secret... *giggles like mad*

But I'm fucking John fucking Lennon for Chrissakes! I don't keep anything private! I let everyone into every aspect of my life, that's who I am.

Anyway, just thought I would spread the happy news. Me and my darling girl will be tying the knot as the Americans say on Dec. 24th. You're probably not invited, so don't bother coming.

I'm just kidding, I don't know about the invitations and that. You'll have to ask Jane, as I said. I think the only thing I have a say in is the bachelor party WOOYAH and who my Best Man will be.

Right now it's a three-way tie between Richie (who's always been a great supporter of Jane and I and who has helped me through SO much, and I love him like the best friend he is... and Jane loves him, too) or Eppy, (because let's face it... Eppy is like... amazing to me. He just does things for me and is always there no matter what) or Winston (my precious little man who protects my Jane and who I love to no end) *shrugs* I'll just have to decide.

Man, that's a lot of Johnny-rambling for one day.

Give Peace a Chance,
John

The Continuing Ballad of John and Jane (STILL not complete)

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 17:56:57 GMT

And then those words were spoken...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

janeyasher (3:59:16 AM): -begins to move in sync with your thrusts and tries to grasp onto anything- Fuck, John... you don't even... -trails out as I lose my entire body to your cries and the ecstasy that is filling every vein in my body- you're my favourite drug -gently bites at your collarbone-

johnwlennon1964 (4:03:23 AM): JANE..... God dammit, I want nobody else but you..... really and truly!!!

johnwlennon1964 (4:03:45 AM): *picks you up and carries you to the bed, still inside you"

johnwlennon1964 (4:04:06 AM): *lays you down, then pulls off your shirt*

janeyasher (4:05:42 AM): Mmm, I forgot I still had that on -giggles and kisses your tender lips- I know you're lying, Johnny... but I'll pretend for my sake that you mean it. -wraps arms around your neck and softly rubs your spine-

johnwlennon1964 (4:07:17 AM): Jane, I really do mean it....

johnwlennon1964 (4:07:40 AM): *rolls onto back, pulling you on top* Please believe me... what can I do to make you trust me?

johnwlennon1964 (4:07:59 AM): *runs hands along your back, kneading the warm flesh*

janeyasher (4:10:08 AM): -gently thrusts in motion- There's nothing you can do, John... it's just... -utters a tiny moan- it's just my stupid brain overworking itself. -rubs your chest, planting kisses anywhere I can-

janeyasher (4:11:39 AM): you don't need to do anything... -rubs your forehead with my thumb- just promise me that you'll think of me at least once in a while... okay?

johnwlennon1964 (4:12:28 AM): Oh God, Jane, I think of you every minute of every day, whether you believe it or not.. you control my every thought...

johnwlennon1964 (4:12:51 AM): *throws head back*

johnwlennon1964 (4:13:23 AM): all I think of is hearing your voice, smelling your hair, tasting your skin, fucking your cunt..... that's all that's in my mind...

janeyasher (4:15:01 AM): -begins to thrust harder- I'm reaching my peak, Johnny... I don't want it to end because I know we'll say our goodbyes -loud moan- and I'll hug you, and I'll kiss you... and I'll know I'll have to let you go -lays head on your stomach as I listen to your heartrate quicken-

johnwlennon1964 (4:18:48 AM): *hugs you tightly against me, hips rotating opposite your motions* I don't want to let you go, Jane....

johnwlennon1964 (4:19:48 AM): *arches back, grabbing at your breasts* But I do want you to cum.... hard......

janeyasher (4:20:42 AM): -moves in sync with your body- Mmmm, baby I'm cumming... -grabs at your shoulders and grips tightly as I feel my body tighten and my release all over your cock- Oh my god... oh my god...

johnwlennon1964 (4:23:58 AM): OH FUCK JANE

johnwlennon1964 (4:24:07 AM): *Muscles tighten*

johnwlennon1964 (4:24:25 AM): *sweet release* JANNNE

janeyasher (4:24:51 AM): Mmmm. -Feels the warmness that just released from your body- Oh fuckkkkkk.

janeyasher (4:24:57 AM): John, that was... indescribable.

johnwlennon1964 (4:25:20 AM): *smiles, kisses your forehead, pulling your sweaty body against mine*

janeyasher (4:26:25 AM): -whispers in your ear- goodnight baby.

johnwlennon1964 (4:26:33 AM): Dream of me?

johnwlennon1964 (4:26:42 AM): I'll be dreaming of you.........

johnwlennon1964 (4:26:45 AM): wet dreams

johnwlennon1964 (4:26:47 AM): all night long

janeyasher (4:26:48 AM): you're the last thing I think about when I go to sleep and the first thing I think about when I wake up.

johnwlennon1964 (4:27:12 AM): *hugs tight* I wish you didn't have to leave........ but........ I understand...

janeyasher (4:27:19 AM): will I see you tomorrow?

johnwlennon1964 (4:27:20 AM): we think about each other at the same time then

johnwlennon1964 (4:27:23 AM): you will

janeyasher (4:27:46 AM): goood... I don't think I can go a day without you now

johnwlennon1964 (4:27:59 AM): mutual, baby....... totally mutual

johnwlennon1964 (4:28:12 AM): *kisses* now get to sleep so you can be rested up for tomorrow

johnwlennon1964 (4:28:25 AM): *smacks your ass as you leave*

janeyasher (4:28:46 AM): -giggles and whispers as I'm leaving...- I love you...

johnwlennon1964 (4:29:13 AM): *sits up* Really? Because... I love you,, tooo

janeyasher (4:29:19 AM): -smiles warmly-

johnwlennon1964 (4:29:21 AM): *smiles a warm smile*

johnwlennon1964 (4:29:25 AM): xDDDDDD

johnwlennon1964 (4:29:32 AM): night, luv

janeyasher (4:29:37 AM): xD GAWD WE ARE SO HOT FOR EACH OTHER, WE'RE JUST IN SYNC NOW

janeyasher (4:29:39 AM): nightttt

johnwlennon1964 (4:29:44 AM): xDDDDDDDDDD

johnwlennon1964 (4:29:46 AM): night

August 23, 1964, 12:30 A.M. Phone Call

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 17:48:54 GMT

I needed a soothing presence. A voice. Anything warm and loving, to calm my mind and soothe my nerves. I was losing my mind, and there was only one person who I could think of to talk to, to bring me back down to reality...

I picked up the hotel phone and worked my way through all the operators until I finally reached my final destination of Kenwood. What time was it at home? Who cares? I needed her. Now. Just her voice. Calm, soothing, loving. Home. Steady.... I was falling apart. Cynthia knew how to bring the pieces back together. She always had and I prayed she always would. I had been a true cad to her lately... Guilt upon guilt upon guilt was just building up and suffocating me... I took a deep breath, twisting the phone cord around my finger anxiously.

Come on, Cyn, I silently begged. Please pick up. Save me.

The Ballad of John and Jane (not yet complete)

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:49:28 GMT

From John to Jane:
I know she didn't mean to
But she took my heart away.
And I know I'll always love her
I fall for her more and more everyday.

Every word out of my mouth is for her
And every one is true
When she smiles my heart is lifted.
Her laughter makes my skies more blue.

And here's where it all began
Unassuming and absolutely true.
Darling, you're everything I'll ever need
Forever, I'll always love you.

It all started so innocent, so new. Neither of us knowing the joy we each held for the other.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

johnwlennon1964 (2:46:10 AM): *flashes thumbs up* I fucking love you sooooo much, you're doing great... kep him going, lolol

johnwlennon1964 (2:46:29 AM): we're posting as fast as we can, lol

janeyasher (2:46:32 AM): LOLOLOL YES. I'm trying so hard to stirr up a really big story

johnwlennon1964 (2:46:46 AM): YOURE MAH HERO

johnwlennon1964 (2:46:47 AM): xD

janeyasher (2:50:45 AM): naraht47 (2:50:21 AM): yeah, I was wondering about Geo and John

janeyasher (2:50:49 AM): D:

johnwlennon1964 (2:51:05 AM): FUCK

janeyasher (2:51:22 AM): janeyasher (2:50:43 AM): Oh, they were here a second ago... maybe they're just busy doing somethin'

janeyasher (2:51:27 AM): GOTCHA COVERED. ;D

johnwlennon1964 (2:51:33 AM): THANK YOUUUUUU

johnwlennon1964 (2:51:42 AM): OMG HE WENT RIGHT BACK TO TH STORY, I CAN'T STOP LARFING

johnwlennon1964 (2:51:46 AM): LOLOLOLOLOL

janeyasher (2:52:00 AM): I KNOW, HE TOTALLY SHRUGGED OFF YOUR WHEREABOUTS. I LUFFS IT

johnwlennon1964 (2:52:11 AM): didn't we tell you?

johnwlennon1964 (2:52:26 AM): get him talking about eppy and he could go on for DAYS

janeyasher (2:52:56 AM): LOL I know, you were right! How is the writing going? xD xD xD

johnwlennon1964 (2:53:03 AM): I'm working FAAST

johnwlennon1964 (2:53:10 AM): i'll be in there to swoop him away, lol

janeyasher (2:57:27 AM): LOL. I'm trying to sound immensely interested in how Brian speaks. xD LOL YOU GUYS BETTER GET YOUR CUTE BUTTS IN THERE ASAP!

johnwlennon1964 (2:57:42 AM): I'M NEARLY DONE, I SWEAR!

johnwlennon1964 (2:57:45 AM): YOU'RE SO AMAZING

johnwlennon1964 (2:57:57 AM): IF YOU WEREN'T PAUL'S, I'D... WELL.... *wink*

johnwlennon1964 (2:58:01 AM): *runs off to finish posting*

janeyasher (2:58:19 AM): ;D oh the scenarios that are playing in my head! xD

johnwlennon1964 (2:58:31 AM): RAWR MISS JANE

johnwlennon1964 (2:58:37 AM): *wiggles eyebrows*

janeyasher (2:59:23 AM): -gets up to get a drink of water, and walks with a bit of swing to her hips- ;D

johnwlennon1964 (2:59:35 AM): O.O

johnwlennon1964 (2:59:41 AM): *stares, mouth dry*

janeyasher (2:59:41 AM): LMFAO

johnwlennon1964 (3:02:07 AM): lol, I posted... but... it looks like you guys are having a great time in there, soooooo

johnwlennon1964 (3:02:11 AM): *snorts*

janeyasher (3:04:45 AM): ROFL oh come back! I misses you. :[

johnwlennon1964 (3:04:59 AM): xD

janeyasher (3:05:11 AM): LOL love your entrance there

johnwlennon1964 (3:05:16 AM): lololol

johnwlennon1964 (3:05:21 AM): I had to feign ignorance, of cours

She brought my body to life...

johnwlennon1964 (4:50:30 PM): no, u fit right in, like you belong!!!!!!!!

johnwlennon1964 (4:50:40 PM): *ruffles your hair* you're one of us!

janeyasher (4:51:14 PM): -kisses and blushes- yay!

johnwlennon1964 (4:52:27 PM): man, Cyn could take some lessons from you, miss jane... mayb I would b cheating on her with mens if she were as coolio as you! *giggles, tickles you fondly*

janeyasher (4:53:14 PM): LOL i'm thinking of teaching classes every saturday morning. ;D -giggles and jumps on your lap-

johnwlennon1964 (4:54:50 PM): *grabs your hips, pulls close, swallowing nervously* Oh really?

johnwlennon1964 (4:55:17 PM): tell me more about these classes.... *smells your hair, breathless, tries to stifle moans*

janeyasher (4:56:45 PM): Mmm -moans- well first, I teach how to be a lady -grinds hips into your lap- and then I give a lesson on what to do when the boys have been bad. ;]

johnwlennon1964 (4:58:09 PM): uh huh? *my voice is too high. I clear my throat and try again*

johnwlennon1964 (4:58:15 PM): what-what-what else?

johnwlennon1964 (4:58:22 PM): *licks lips, mouth so dry*

johnwlennon1964 (4:58:39 PM): *hands slide down to your thighs, massaging them gently*

johnwlennon1964 (4:59:01 PM): *bury my face in your hair, breathing in deeply the sweet clean scent of you*

janeyasher (5:00:00 PM): Every other Saturday, I do a demonstration on how to dig weeds in the garden. Of course, it's so hot in the classroom that wearing less is always so much better. -lightly presses lips onto yours-

johnwlennon1964 (5:03:06 PM): Mmm... better, yah... you should teach the class... nude. *I shiver at the thought, how delightful, what an amazing picture*

johnwlennon1964 (5:03:31 PM): *slip my hands into your long red hair, my thumbs tracing your cheeks*

johnwlennon1964 (5:03:48 PM): *stare into your eyes for a long moment before pulling your lips against mine, kissing you long, slow, and hard*

johnwlennon1964 (5:04:11 PM): *exploring your mouth with my tongue, eager, and hungry to taste you*

janeyasher (5:05:28 PM): -Breaks away from the kiss momentarily and says breathlessly...- Just name a time and a place and I'll give you a private lesson. -Brings lips closer to yours as I run my hands through your soft hair-

johnwlennon1964 (5:06:56 PM): *there's a flash of heat across my groin at the thought, pulling a loud long low groan from my throat*

johnwlennon1964 (5:07:26 PM): *one hand drops to your thigh, slipping beneath your skirt, sliding northward, to your hip and around to cup your ass*

johnwlennon1964 (5:07:55 PM): *moves my kisses down your neck, licking and biting at your soft smooth skin*

johnwlennon1964 (5:08:10 PM): Right here, right now. I want this lesson now...

janeyasher (5:10:25 PM): -moans- alright, you asked for it. -slowly slides off your lap and does mini strip tease... slowly inching off my skirt- the zipper is caught at the back, can you help me? -sticks out ass slightly with an innocent smile-

johnwlennon1964 (5:13:20 PM): *bites lip, openly staring* Fuck, Jane... *stands up, grabs your waist, jerks you back against me... fumbles with the zipper, finally gets it to come down. shoves the skirt down your legs.*

johnwlennon1964 (5:14:06 PM): *drops to knees, kissing your exposed hip, turning you around slowly, planting kisses and licks along your lower stomach. stares up at you as I tug your panties down your legs*

johnwlennon1964 (5:14:22 PM): tell me what you want, teach me what to do....

janeyasher (5:17:41 PM): ah, not what I want YOU to do, but what I want to do to you. -winks and kneels as I fumble with your belt- Oh, Johnny... if Paul knew we were doing this... -Pulls pants down and kisses your bare skin-

johnwlennon1964 (5:20:52 PM): *throws head back, hisses through teeth* Oh, yeah? What DO you want to do to me, Jane? Tell me.... I wanna hear you say it... *my skin heats up at your kisses* God, Jane!!! Oh, yeahhh... Paul? Oh, he'd probably join in... *my eyes are clamped shut as I struggle to breathe, my fingers sliding through your hair*

johnwlennon1964 (5:21:02 PM): DOn't think about it, baby... don't stop.....

johnwlennon1964 (5:21:45 PM): *pulls your shirt off over your head, eyes widen at your lack of underclothing beneath the shirt*

johnwlennon1964 (5:23:27 PM): (you're such a NAUGHTY NAUGHTY girl!!!! asking me about the post in the chat!!! how do you THINK it's going??? lololol)

janeyasher (5:24:38 PM): Mmmm. -Pulls down your pants all the way and throws them across the room- Well first, John... -takes teeth and slowly strips off your underwear- I want to feel your thick cock in my mouth -Tosses your underwear to the floor-

janeyasher (5:25:06 PM): Then... -kisses your upper, upper thigh- I want to hear you moan and scream in pleasure.

johnwlennon1964 (5:25:33 PM): *cock twitches* *stomach flutters*

johnwlennon1964 (5:25:45 PM): Fuck.... Jane.......

johnwlennon1964 (5:25:52 PM): I could cum right now.....

janeyasher (5:27:46 PM): -Giggles, pulls you to the bed and throws you down- I'm going to make sure you cum several, several times. -slowly licks from your neck all the way down to your pelvis- Hard yet? ;]

johnwlennon1964 (5:29:20 PM): Fuck it, I'm so hard it hurts!!! *rolls you over onto your back, fondling those perfect and soft breasts. flashes you a quick heated glance before lowering my mouth to them, pasting kisses all over your chest, groping and massaging the warm perfect flesh*

johnwlennon1964 (5:29:32 PM): *sucks hard on your lft nipple, nibbling a little*

johnwlennon1964 (5:29:51 PM): *moans loudly against your skin, aching for more*

janeyasher (5:30:55 PM): -Moans and reaches down to your cock, grazing it lightly with my fingers- Oh, Johnnnnnn. -Teasingly moves fingers from your cock and runs them up and down your spine, feeling every curve of your perfect body-

johnwlennon1964 (5:31:38 PM): That's it, baby, say my name....

johnwlennon1964 (5:32:17 PM): *sucks harder on the skin of your breasts, moaning, my hips rotating of their own accord against you*

janeyasher (5:34:52 PM): -Rolls ontop of you, and moves down so my head is perfectly aligned with your cock- Mmm, looks tasty.. -Takes your package into my hands, rubbing up and down slowly but then gaining speed- Tell me how much you like that, baby. -Licks lips and places them on the tip of your delicious cock-

johnwlennon1964 (5:37:29 PM): *limbs turn to jelly as I squirm beneath you* Oh my fucking God, Jane... it feels sooooo good. Take me all the way back in your throat... I wanna cum in your throat... *panting, and moaning with every breath* Deeper, hotter, wetter, faster, Jane... I wanna see you swallow it... I want you to swallow it all....

johnwlennon1964 (5:38:18 PM): *my hips thrust forward into your mouth, pressing myself into you. my back arches and I cry out indistinct words, unable to control my body's reactions*

janeyasher (5:40:41 PM): -Moves mouth deeper and lightly hums against your cock- Mmmm. -Takes mouth off to speak, but continues to pump with my hand- I've been waiting for this for sooo long, John. You don't know how hard I've been trying to resist you. -Licks every crevass of your region and moans-

janeyasher (5:42:44 PM): (LOLOLOLOLOLOL NICE COVER UP)

johnwlennon1964 (5:42:55 PM): (LOLOLOL)

johnwlennon1964 (5:43:07 PM): (I have to cover up things A LOT, lololol)

johnwlennon1964 (5:43:38 PM): (ASKING WHAT MOVIE?!??!?! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!)

johnwlennon1964 (5:43:40 PM): (NOT)

johnwlennon1964 (5:43:50 PM): (fuck, now I gotta think of a movie)

janeyasher (5:44:01 PM): (just say ATU again or soemthing)

johnwlennon1964 (5:44:53 PM): (I pulled out the POTC, lol I just looked up and my roomie's poster was on the wall of Jack... so I was like... hmmmm)

johnwlennon1964 (5:46:20 PM): Trying to resist me? Why would you do a silly thing like that?? *soft laughter, but works up into a frenzied cry as I writh and squirm beneath your mouth*

johnwlennon1964 (5:46:29 PM): Dammit, Jane... best I've ever had.....

johnwlennon1964 (5:47:13 PM): *wipes sweat from face, mouth hanging open as I breathe heavily*

janeyasher (5:48:08 PM): -Finishes pumping as I get slower and slower until I come to a stop- Mmmm, that was well worth the wait. -Licks lips-

johnwlennon1964 (5:48:34 PM): Wait, what? You're not done yet, missy.....

johnwlennon1964 (5:49:00 PM): *roll you over onto your back, straddling you*

johnwlennon1964 (5:49:40 PM): *hands slide down your body, starting at the breasts and roaming downward, one hand sliding between your thighs*

johnwlennon1964 (5:49:53 PM): Gotta make sure you're ready....

johnwlennon1964 (5:50:24 PM): *spreads your legs, your thighs resting on my hips*

johnwlennon1964 (5:51:25 PM): *fingers slide between your lips, rubbing against your clit, making you wetter and wetter*

johnwlennon1964 (5:52:34 PM): *slips middle finger inside you* Are you ready for my cock, Huh??? Are you?? *twists and hooks finger, slipping another in, finger fucking you vigorously, stimulating your clit in tight circles with my thumb*

johnwlennon1964 (5:52:43 PM): Tell me when you're ready..........

janeyasher (5:52:48 PM): Mmmmm, baby just stick it innn!

johnwlennon1964 (5:53:07 PM): You sure??? *grins, inching closer to you*

janeyasher (5:53:28 PM): Oh babyyy you're making me ache for you aren't you? Please I neeed you inside of meee.

johnwlennon1964 (5:54:30 PM): *bites lip, sweat beading at the base of my spine* *situates had of my throbbing cock at your entrance, looking into your face as I ease the tip into you*

johnwlennon1964 (5:54:41 PM): does that feel good, baby?

johnwlennon1964 (5:54:49 PM): do you want more?

janeyasher (5:55:09 PM): -moans and goosebumps form all over my body- mmmmmm yes pleaaase

johnwlennon1964 (5:55:27 PM): Mmmm.... I love hearing you beg for me

johnwlennon1964 (5:55:54 PM): *slowly eases entire self inside you, then all the way back out*

johnwlennon1964 (5:56:05 PM): *rhythm starts building*

janeyasher (5:57:41 PM): -Moans louder this time as I dig my fingernails into your back- Harder, Johnny. -Presses hips into yours-

johnwlennon1964 (5:58:57 PM): (he wouldn't feel so guilty if he knew I was pummeling you senseless in another window, lololol)

johnwlennon1964 (5:59:02 PM): (THIS IS SO HAWT)

janeyasher (6:00:30 PM): (LOLOLOL I KNOW, HOTTEST SEX EVARRR SRSLY)

johnwlennon1964 (6:00:43 PM): (IT DOES LOOK DIFFRENT FROM THE INSIDE, EPPY'S RIGHT! LKOLOLOLOLOL)

johnwlennon1964 (6:00:59 PM): (I can't stop laughing)

johnwlennon1964 (6:01:35 PM): (eppy is just so.... perfect, lololol)

janeyasher (6:01:47 PM): (OMG I KNOW. PAUL'S LIKE, "OMG SRY I JUST WANT TO SEX JOHN" AND I'M LIKE, "YEAH WELL ~WHATEVER~" MEANWHILE I'M TOTALLY DOING YOU AS WE SPEAK)

janeyasher (6:01:50 PM): (I love him so much)

johnwlennon1964 (6:05:17 PM): Mmmmm... you want it HARDER, Jane?? *starts thrusting furiously, faster and faster, slamming myself as far into you as I can. The sound of my slicked cock meeting your skin is the only thing I hear*

johnwlennon1964 (6:05:29 PM): Fuck Jane... you're so tight, you're so hot.....

janeyasher (6:06:21 PM): -Grabs onto your shoulders and puts on leg over top of your left shoulder- Mmmm harder, John. Pleaaaaaase.

johnwlennon1964 (6:08:30 PM): *just stares at you, so shocked, so turned on*

johnwlennon1964 (6:09:08 PM): *grabs onto the headboard of th bed for more leverage. moves harder, moves faster* Shit, Jane! I"m gonna cum!

janeyasher (6:10:09 PM): -Grinds hips into yours and lightly smacks your ass- C'mon John, give it to me.

johnwlennon1964 (6:12:44 PM): *cries out pitifully* JANE! *stimulates you with my thumb running tight circles on your clit* Cum for me, Jane! Cum for me!!!!

johnwlennon1964 (6:13:02 PM): *continues moving as fast, deep, and hard as I can*

johnwlennon1964 (6:13:14 PM): *all the while fingering your clit*

johnwlennon1964 (6:13:40 PM): *sweat is covering my body. I grab at your breasts, taking a nipple between my fingers and twisting at it*

janeyasher (6:14:32 PM): -Breathes harder and harder- I can't take it anymore. -Grips at your hair and lets out a small whimper as I reach my peak-

johnwlennon1964 (6:16:25 PM): Yeah, Jane, cry out for me when you cum..... please. *Holds myself inside you as far as I can go, pressing hard on your clit, just holding my thumb there heavily. I lean down to kiss you roughly, then your breasts and nipples* Cum for me, Jane. *throw my head back as I cum inside you*

johnwlennon1964 (6:16:31 PM): FUCK JANE! CUM LOUD FOR ME!

janeyasher (6:17:38 PM): -Screams- JOHNNNNNNN, ooooooohhhhh. -Feels your warm liquid and attempts to catch my breath- Oh my god, oh my god.

johnwlennon1964 (6:21:40 PM): *panting, trying to breathe normally*

johnwlennon1964 (6:21:58 PM): *pulls out of you, placing lazy kisses down your leg*

johnwlennon1964 (6:22:39 PM): *collapses on top of you, burying face in your warm, wet breasts, planting heated kisses over them*

johnwlennon1964 (6:22:46 PM): Fuck, Jane....

johnwlennon1964 (6:23:05 PM): I've never.... *can't find the words* Fuck....

johnwlennon1964 (6:23:40 PM): *breathes heavily against your neck, lying beside you, wrapping my worn limbs around your soft body*

janeyasher (6:24:39 PM): -Moans lightly against your heated skin and traces circles against your skin- That was so... amazing just seems like an understatement.

johnwlennon1964 (6:25:41 PM): Oh, you don't have to pretend, darling.... *kisses your cheek, still catching breath*

johnwlennon1964 (6:25:59 PM): *hands lazily roaming over your skin, unable to get enough*

janeyasher (6:27:17 PM): (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA)

johnwlennon1964 (6:27:41 PM): (AHHAHAHAH I thnk I just died)

johnwlennon1964 (6:28:59 PM): (I am going to hyperventilate and pass out)

johnwlennon1964 (6:29:03 PM): LOLOLOL

janeyasher (6:29:59 PM): (LOLOLOL, IDC IF OUR PRIVATE SEX SESH GOT YOU IN A, ER, STICKY SITUATION LMFAO. THAT WAS HOT AND WE SHALL ENGAGE IN THAT AGAIN SOMETIME. NEXT TIME, IT SHOULD BE IN PAUL'S BED THOUGH LMFAO)

johnwlennon1964 (6:30:17 PM): (OMG YESSSSSSS)

johnwlennon1964 (6:30:32 PM): (I AM DREADFULLY IN LOVE WITH YOU AND CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT TIME)

johnwlennon1964 (6:30:36 PM): (TEEEHEEEE)

johnwlennon1964 (6:30:52 PM): (THE BEST BEATLE GIRL EVAR!)

johnwlennon1964 (6:30:59 PM): (AND I TAPPED DAT ASS)

janeyasher (6:31:46 PM): (LOL IT'S THE MOST SEX I'VE GOTTEN IN A WHILE SINCE PAUL DOESN'T PUT OUT SINCE HE'S RAPING YOU ALL DAY LONG AND I'M NOT HAVING ANY OTHER COOL AFFAIRS WITH PEOPLE.)

janeyasher (6:31:55 PM): (OOH BABY I'LL BE HERE WAITING FOR YOU)

johnwlennon1964 (6:31:57 PM): xDDDD

johnwlennon1964 (6:32:00 PM): RLY???

johnwlennon1964 (6:32:02 PM): I CAN"T WAIT

johnwlennon1964 (6:32:14 PM): *is hard already* lolol

janeyasher (6:32:36 PM): LOLOLOL. -still laughing at POTC- omg, that was unbelievably perfect.

johnwlennon1964 (6:32:44 PM): lololol

janeyasher (6:32:47 PM): the sex AND the whole conversation over in the chat lolol

johnwlennon1964 (6:32:53 PM): was amazing!!!!!!!

johnwlennon1964 (7:09:52 PM): I HATE IT WHEN HE DOES THAT

johnwlennon1964 (7:10:00 PM): SNEAK ATTACK GUILT TRIP

janeyasher (7:10:09 PM): LOLOLOL HE'S TRYING TO GUILT YOU INTO SENSUAL SEXUAL RELATIONS.

johnwlennon1964 (7:10:36 PM): greeeeat

johnwlennon1964 (7:10:45 PM): and i was soooo looking forward to potc 2

janeyasher (7:11:13 PM): POTC 2 will always be here for your viewing, er, pleasure, babeh.

I knew this girl would do nothing but amaze me... *winks*

johnwlennon1964 (7:54:29 PM): You said no undies, right?

johnwlennon1964 (7:54:34 PM): *bites lip*

janeyasher (7:54:51 PM): None when I know you're going to be dropping by to pay me a visit. -winks-

We were afraid of what our love was doing... but, we needed each other more than anything.

johnwlennon1964 (3:09:23 AM): I am such a cad

johnwlennon1964 (3:09:26 AM): I don't deserve him

janeyasher (3:10:07 AM): but... perhaps if I just disappear from you for a while... let's just say figuratively speaking... if I left. perhaps would you find what you saw in me... with Paul? over time?

johnwlennon1964 (3:10:35 AM): I would like to hope so.... for Paul's sake.... but... I dont think so

johnwlennon1964 (3:10:58 AM): you just fill me up in ways Paul never could

johnwlennon1964 (3:11:10 AM): but not for lack of trying, lol

johnwlennon1964 (3:11:45 AM): I do love Macca and always will, but.... well.... I still need more

johnwlennon1964 (3:11:50 AM): and he'll never understand that

janeyasher (3:13:03 AM): I love Paul too... and I don't want to hurt him. But I can't let you go either... no matter how hard I tried to stay away from you... believe me, I've been trying. But I always find myself coming back to you.

johnwlennon1964 (3:13:28 AM): then why torture ourselves?

janeyasher (3:14:43 AM): because it's what we do, John.

janeyasher (3:14:56 AM): we're stuck in this situation with Paul and neither of us want to hurt him.

janeyasher (3:15:08 AM): but I don't think I could live my life without you in it.

johnwlennon1964 (3:15:44 AM): *grins, thrilled to here you say that*

johnwlennon1964 (3:15:58 AM): I feel the same, actually, Jane.....

johnwlennon1964 (3:16:03 AM): I really do

johnwlennon1964 (3:16:13 AM): I need you, I think about you all the time

janeyasher (3:16:27 AM): are you just saying that because I've been upset about this for a bit now? Or do you truly mean it?

johnwlennon1964 (3:16:32 AM): I was so afriad you were trying to end what we have... my life would end

johnwlennon1964 (3:16:43 AM): I do mean it, Jane... truly I do

janeyasher (3:17:12 AM): I wasn't trying to end it... I just wanted to know what it would feel like to not have you in my life

janeyasher (3:17:16 AM): So I tried it for a bit

janeyasher (3:17:32 AM): and realized I would rather feel pain and have you, then feel pain and not have you.

johnwlennon1964 (3:18:02 AM): Oh Jane.... you're so.... perfect. Where the fuck have you been all my life?

johnwlennon1964 (3:18:21 AM): *slips hands into hair, pulling your face to mine*

johnwlennon1964 (3:18:30 AM): And you do have me.....

johnwlennon1964 (3:18:34 AM): all of me

janeyasher (3:18:42 AM): -heart flutters-

johnwlennon1964 (3:19:02 AM): *grins* kiss me, Jane. I love it when you do...

janeyasher (3:19:30 AM): -cups your face in my hands and softly kisses your lips-

janeyasher (3:19:34 AM): I needed that... badly.

janeyasher (3:19:51 AM): I need your taste on my lips.

johnwlennon1964 (3:20:32 AM): *slides fingers up your arm, taking your hand in mine, pressing your fingrs to my lips* Mmmmm... Jane.

johnwlennon1964 (3:20:43 AM): I need you..... so bad....

johnwlennon1964 (3:21:04 AM): *kisses your fingers, dragging tongue along your slender digits*

janeyasher (3:22:19 AM): -straddles your lap and wraps my arms around your neck- even though I know I will never have all of you completely, I'm so happy you're not throwing me out of your life... just yet anyway -runs fingers through your hair and forcefully crashes my lips to yours-

johnwlennon1964 (3:23:15 AM): Jane, I could never do that.. I could never go without you.....

johnwlennon1964 (3:23:27 AM): don't listen to what I have to tell Paulie

johnwlennon1964 (3:23:46 AM): *rocks hips against you, my hands on your thighs*

johnwlennon1964 (3:24:11 AM): You are who I really think about when I'm fucking him.....

janeyasher (3:26:00 AM): -kisses your neck, and gently places kisses along your adams apple- I'm really trying to believe you, Johnny... I'm really trying. But you have such a good connection with Paul, I don't want to ruin it. -tugs at the bottom of your shirt, slowly inching it up your stomach- Mmmmmm.

janeyasher (3:26:21 AM): -rubs my cold fingers against your warm skin... the contast between the two sends shivers up my spine-

johnwlennon1964 (3:29:06 AM): *gasps at your cold fingers on my skin*

johnwlennon1964 (3:29:19 AM): *leans head back, eyes closed*

johnwlennon1964 (3:29:26 AM): You won't ruin it....

johnwlennon1964 (3:29:35 AM): I ruin things on my own, believe me...

janeyasher (3:30:19 AM): -Kisses your chin and gently rocks in your lap- baby, you can ruin every single fibre of my being if it means I can still be with you

johnwlennon1964 (3:31:08 AM): Oh Jane..... *smiles* I don't know what to say... every word out of your mouth just.... wow.

johnwlennon1964 (3:31:24 AM): *kisses you hard, sliding hands up your thighs*

janeyasher (3:31:24 AM): I truly mean every word.

janeyasher (3:32:32 AM): -lifts up your shirt and over your head- You have every part of me... forever... -gracefully slides my tongue into your mouth, allowing yours and mine to collide-

johnwlennon1964 (3:34:18 AM): *moans into your mouth, exploring every crevice of it with my tongue*

johnwlennon1964 (3:35:04 AM): *unbuttons and unzips your denim shorts*

johnwlennon1964 (3:35:42 AM): *slides hands around you, slipping beneath the denim fabric and cupping your bare ass in my hands*

johnwlennon1964 (3:35:57 AM): No undies, huh? I fucking love you Miss Asher...

janeyasher (3:37:30 AM): -grins- I told you, John... I don't wear them whenever I'm around you. -wiggles out of my shorts, tossing them carelessly beside us- there's no point since they always end up on the floor anyway -Unzips your jeans- You know what, John?

johnwlennon1964 (3:38:03 AM): what, Jane? *voice is breathless*

janeyasher (3:39:10 AM): -begins to slide your jeans off your delicious thighs- I want you to make me forget about everything right now. Fuck me so hard I forget about all of our problems... that it's just you and me only in the entire world.

johnwlennon1964 (3:40:40 AM): *just stares, wondering how I got so damn lucky* *shakes self out of jeans and stands, pushing you against a wall roughly(

johnwlennon1964 (3:40:46 AM): Is that what you need, baby?

johnwlennon1964 (3:41:03 AM): *hooks your leg over my hip*

janeyasher (3:42:03 AM): -growls into your ear- It's what I want, what I need, what I crave, what I think about all the time during the day when I don't speak to you -grips to your leg- Everytime we're over with everyone else, this is what I think about. Right here, right now... -nibbles your earlobe-

johnwlennon1964 (3:43:54 AM): Fuck yeah, Jane... you make me so hot, it's a miracle I don't cum just hearing someone say your name.... I almost do. *giggles*

janeyasher (3:45:06 AM): Now you know how I feel every second of the day -grabs your hand and slides it all the way to my upper thigh- I need to fill my cravings and I know you do too... take me right now, Johnny, pleasee.

johnwlennon1964 (3:46:17 AM): O.O

johnwlennon1964 (3:46:34 AM): You are the hottest thing-- *can't even speak*

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Thu, 28 Aug 2008 22:50:54 GMT

"No thinking, just sleep," I mumbled, falling onto my own bed face-first.

I couldn't believe Brian had split everyone up like this! I guess it had been a test, to see if I would get angry. If I had shown anger, he would have known me and Paul were in fact something more than just friends. So, I had had to go with it, rooming with George instead of Paul. I could foresee much sneaking around back and forth underneath poor Brian's quite large nose. I wasn't going to last this whole tour without Paul at all.

I sighed, remembering that George had asked some playful question or other, but I couldn't remember what they were and hadn't been listening.

"So... why do you think Brian split us up? Me and Paul, I mean... It's obvious that's what he was doing, yeah?"

I sighed. George would come up with some sane, rational reason behind it all, making my fears and anxieties seem futile and ridiculous. He was quite good at that, and frankly I wasn't in the mood. I buried my face back into the bed and groaned, already annoyed at the type of answer I knew he was going to give.

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Fri, 04 Jul 2008 16:37:45 GMT

I vaguely felt someone's arms around me. The door opened and shut. It was deathly quiet. There was a light wheezing sound which I groggily realized was my breath in my nose. The arms around me were warm, familiar.

Paul.

He was wiping my tears away. Tears I hated myself for shedding. Now they all knew. They all knew that I could crack. And George of all people had done it. The man I was willing kill with my bare hands earlier that day... had brought me to tears. Tears of... relief. They still loved me. I didn't know why. I didn't know how. I didn't understand it. But whether I was strong enough to accept it or not... it was there.

And Paul was here. Holding me. I leaned onto his shoulder, letting my face rest against it. And I let the rest of my tears flow. It felt good to get them out. I was slightly uncomfortable at having Paul beside me as I cried, but... there was a reassurance buried within me as well.

I felt so... awful. Just a blended concoction of befuddled confusions. How had I managed to stay oblivious to the pain I was causing others? Because I was a selfish bastard, that's why. And yet... they stayed by my side, faithfully seeing me through it all.

Had Paul said something about ice? I didn't know. I didn't respond, not sure what he had asked because my mind was so wrapped around itself I hadn't heard. I finally leaned back from him, swiping the leftover tears he'd missed with his thumb from my face with the back of my hand.

"I'm sorry, Macca," I tried again. But... again, no sound.